http://humoringthegoddess.com/2013/09/04/blank-brained/ When I read Claudia’s blog today, I knew I had to reblog it. What she describes has been happening to me since mid-July! I have been in such a creative funk, struggling to write something… anything… to at least keep my blog going. I have not painted for a minute in over two months. I blame my lack of motivation and ability to be creative the past couple months on two things. Summer is a busy time with extra visitors, weddings to attend, travel, outdoor activities. The second is probably the more likely cause. I have some medical issues (Autoimmune Hepatitis, Sjogren’s Syndrome, and Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease) which cause fatigue, joint and muscle pain, brain fog. I have been having a flare-up of these symptoms, and others, resulting in more than just mere fatigue but at times utter exhaustion this summer. Some days it is a struggle just to do daily tasks, forget painting and writing. Some days it seems it is hard to get my mind and body in sync. I have great ideas ready to put on the page or the canvas, but my arms, fingers, neck, and / or back hurt. Other days the body is willing, but the mind is blank. I think the answer, at least for me, is to return to finding “stolen moments” (see an earlier blog by that name), snippets of time in the day to engage in writing or painting even if for only five minutes, knowing the expression and expulsion of what is inside me will be the best medicine.
Thank you for sharing my dilemma – I think many of us go through the same thing. When we are younger it’s just being flaky or too busy; when we are older it is senility, medications, or disease. While those three are legitimate reasons why creativity slips in and out of our lives, I am glad to hear that WE are not using them as such. I am learning to write and read and draw when the moments come, and enjoy someone else’s when they fade. Thanks for being so honest…
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I agree with your comment “…enjoying someone else’s when they fade.” I find when I am too exhausted (or lazy) to engage in expressing myself, I do cherish reading and seeing the expressions of others. Including yours Claudia!
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YES…….find some “stolen moments” for My Seascape…..Love u 🙂
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and your Dad who has no illnesses to deal with goes into slow mode during the busy summer….
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I guess everyone has their “season” when they are most creative / productive. 😉
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