delusions of grandeur – a delusion (a false belief) that you are much greater and more powerful and influential than you really are
Although I am incredibly honored and excited to have some of my paintings and poems chosen for the InSight2 International Exhibition & Symposium, I do not suffer from any delusions of grandeur. In fact, I want people who go see my abstracts and read the poems that comprise my “Blue-Green Elixir” exhibit to think they can do it too. That was the whole point of my submission, that any artistic pursuit could have healing benefits for anyone suffering whether physically, mentally, or emotionally. I will be ecstatic if people see my art and decide “Hey, this looks pretty easy; if she said it helped her feel better, then I am going to give it a try too.”
“Blue-Green Elixir” is rough, amateur painting, as well as poems that are far from literary masterpieces. I have no delusions that they would be chosen for any other type of juried art show or literary anthology. It is however, my sincere hope that they may inspire others who suffer from illness or lack of well-being of any sort, to at least give art a try.
Here is a snippet about how “Blue-Green Elixir” came to be (from my submission):
Living in a rural area, hours away from a city, the option of attending a formal “Arts in Medicine” program, visiting a psychologist specializing in art therapy, or an “Artist in Residence” at a major hospital is usually not a viable option. At times the very nature of one’s illness may prohibit travel and engagement due to mobility issues, fatigue, concentration issues and so forth. For many patients not having ready access to arts / humanities programs presents a barrier to becoming engaged in experiences that could promote improved health and well-being.
It was my good fortune to stumble upon on-line writing classes through the University of Alberta Faculty of Extension that are taught by Reinekke Lengelle, a former writer in residence at the University of Alberta Hospital. The on-line delivery allows an individual to work on their projects when they feel best, ready to engage with their learning community. In addition to the discovery that the very act of writing itself is indeed “good medicine”, the creative writing courses allowed me the opportunity to develop on-going relationships with others not just coping with illness, but thriving creatively in spite of it!
“Blue-Green Elixir” was chosen as the title of my exhibit due to my recent experience at a weekend painting workshop given by artist Rose-Marie Cameron. It was an event open to the general public, and one that I had long hoped to participate in. On the second day of the workshop, one of the other participants asked me if I realized I was always using blue and green in my paintings. I told her I had tried the reds and yellows but they left me ill at ease; I craved blues and greens. I did not explain further. I had discovered that the blue – green colors as much as the creative process itself, were soothing and calming me, lessening my symptoms.
I have learned that the blank page or canvas can be witness to my anxiety, grief, and pain, lessening my symptoms and easing my mind. Colors can soothe, words can heal.
Painting above, “Blue-Green Elixir”, is actually not in the exhibit because the canvas was damaged. Thought I’d give you a peek of my work. Next post I will reveal a secret about my “technique” that may surprise you!
5 thoughts on “No delusions of grandeur!”
Hi! It’s me Dawn in So. California! I am really happy that you have a blog! I love the colors in your artwork!
I will take some time later this afternoon to read your poems. 🙂
You might find this interesting in regards to colors…
Warm and sunny hugs to you!
Thanks for checking out my blog and for the link to the color info.
Definitely I love the blues and greens because they are colors of the earth / nature / sea. I am definitely a sea / water and forest person, so no surprise I find those colors most soothing personally. I also love certain shades of purple / violet.
I don’t have any of my poems posted yet….stay tuned…they are coming soon…and more paintings too.
Good to hear from you. Take good care, Suzy-q
I say go ahead and have the grandest of delusions. Just don’t speak of them. Dream them, believe them, honor and intend them, and watch them come true. I have to say one of the saddest moments for me on the journey we began together, was when your illness affected your creativity. You have handled your trials with grace, and inner strength. And Iam so glad for the days when you are able to find the spark.
Thank you Shannon. Having the creativity sucked out of me many days IS one of the saddest parts of dealing with illness…so yes, definitely when I do find the spark, have to make good time! 😉
Keep up the healing, Suzanne. RM